my childs name

I dont want any children right now because I am only in highschool thats why I havent really thought about what I want my childrens names to be. I dont think I will be thinking about that kind of stuff for a long time because I still want to get through high school and go through college. Than I want to find a good husband and we would discuss the childrens names together.

I dont really think about childrens names because I never wanted any children. But I think Hannah is really pretty name and I like my name to so maybe I would just think about naming my kid after me. Or maybe ill name her something like Celine or Christine or Abby because they are my best friends but not only that its alwso because I think their names are really pretty. But the thing is I wont know what iw ant o name my kid because I havent seen it yet. I might be one of those parents that need to see their child then we automatically know what we want our childs name to be. I want my child to have a good and fun life like what I have in school so maybe ill name them after me and my friends.

I have always liked the name Margarite because thats my sisters name and I think its really pretty so I might name my daughter after that. If I had son than I would name him something like Tom or Chris or Hank or something. Something that is simple but sounds really nice and manly. I want my boy to grow up to be a stong man. I would be so sad if my boy turned out to be a realy femine boy and gets pushed around by other boys. I think names are really important thats why iw ould really think hard about what I want to name my kids. But I think the people around me like my friends and family all have really pretty and nice names. Plus I would look into what my kids name would mean. Like if it means pretty or honest or pure but yea you know what I mean.

I want my kids name to be kind of exotic so I might name her Cat or Kisses because it sounds really cute and pretty. I want names that will sound pretty and also when you write it out its really cute and pretty. I want my kids to have good names that means a lot.

stream of thoughts what i want to be

when I grow up I think i would really want to be something that everyone wants to be. I would want to be a person who loves doing her job. I would really not want to be the type of person that hates doing what they do for a living. I never really thought about what i want to do for a job but the thing is. wait right now i am supose to write out my stream of conciousness. but I am supose to focus on what i want to do in the futrue. but then agin i never really thought baout what i want to do so i dont really want to write about that. But I guess I should anyway because I am in class right now. Ok so when I gorw up I just want to be maybe a flight attendeant or someone who just travels a lot. I like food so maybe I will word at like a really expensive and high class resteraunt. Oh ok wait I know what I want to do. I know for sure that I will want to marry someone that is at least well off. Because I kno wmyself and I cannot live in a place that is really bad I must have air con when I sleep. Or else I stay awake all night and just get mad at everything I see. I remember just a few days ago my aircon broke in my room and I was so pissed. I started to like randomly hit my air con non stop. Then my parents like changed it. But yea whatever. Ok now I just feel like I should write out my stream on conciouness sincei just like told you want I wanted to be in the future. Ok so my mind right now is relaly blank and actually I dont know what I really wanna do this thing like with this person but I dont think I should because he is a nice guy and like I dont really mnow why I am writing this all out ok nevermind change the subject in my mind. I just wanna like go home right now and like take a nap. Wait nevermind I am not even going to take a nap when I go home because I aint even going I know mi going out with my friends today. I am going to go by some hair dye with her. Ok wait lalalla right now right now ok dog slams door I eat pigs and I love bcaon lets read a book I am leaning on the book shel I think I should really pay attention to what I am typing right now but I really dont want to.l ok bnow I am just closing my eyes and typing random shit . I think what I am wearing today is really cute even abby is dressed really cutly. Wait I wonder what I look like right now. I wish when I grow up ill look the same or not really the samson but I want to be pretty and taller and skiny and I want people to notice me. I think all girls need some sort of attention just to get them going on throught the day. I mean like if you dont give a guy attention the guys get really werid to like everyone needs someone to care about them. Its just the way we work. Ok lets see what is going around in my mind. Right now I leanding on the book shelf ok my last sentence really did not make any sense at all. Ok I will start making sence from now on. So right now whats going through my head is just my body parts are really hurtin like my but because I am sitting in a really weird position. O my god when is this class going to end. I really like typeing and I think it really helps me wait I dont know what I am saying. I want to try to type without making an mistakes because than my dad told me. Well actually I told my dad first that I was a really fast typer and he told me that I should get a job during the summer that has to do with typing and plus the thing is I acctually really like typing things. I dont know what I like to type about but the point is I type really fast and my fingers never really get tired because I am just I dont know ever since I was younger I would always be on MSN messenger. Well ok enough of that. But I think typing can really help me in life who know maybe I could grow up and just type for a living. Haha that woul dbe so dumb because thats like the worlds most boriest job. But omg I just wish so many things about myself would change because the things I wanna be is hard. I am not tall eenough and theres just so many things. I was watching tv and thing Is I just wish I was taller. I am so sleepy right now so I guess ill just take a little nap bnut like what the heck cause mi typing right now mi not even really sleeping my eyes are just closed and mi just typing random things that are poping up in my head well the thing is mi sleeping. Everyone just started laughing at me because mi typing and my eyes are closed. I opened my eyes because I heard some people lallughing. O my god I have no idea what I am doing I wish they would turn off the lights because it is so bright in here. Wow I just typed on like not even 2000. omg I could just actualy copy and paste this whole thing because emy teacher didnt read my last one but I am not like that I actually like to type about things. But right now I really dont know what I am thinking about cause th ething is I am not even thinking about anything. Ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok okok k okokokok kokoko okok ok ok ok ok KO hahah ir eally want to like be goo din boxing or some kind of fighting skills because when I am older maybe I can be something in that type of thing you know yea I know wait no I dont know what I am talking about. But I just want to be something lik emy dad he was was like a really good fighter. Ok I need so like soften what I am typing on right now because I really think that I am like going to break my laptop because I am typing really frekin fast right now an dmy finger nails are making the noises so loud. Actualy I really wish that I coiuld typ faster because typing fast really msakes me feel good I just wish the thing I typed would not be wrong because osmetime when I am typing this stuff I just bfeel like everything that I am typing is wrong you know like the WORD has thing thingy where they make that little red line under the wrong word and I really think theres so many wrong typing in this but it dosent even matter because this I just our stream of our thoughts. And I just wanna practive typing fast because ok when I gorw up either I could do something with computer typiing or like fighting . Those are so different but thats not even the point. Mi just like I odnt kno wi hope I am SOMEHTING when I grow up because mi just I dont wanna be a person that does nothing. I wanna be something and be a good person or something if you know what mi talking about. I am just like sleeping right now obecause my eyes arent even open and I am just getting really bored. I dont even know what everyone else in the class is doing I am kinda just falling asleep in my chair. Anyway we are supose to because ok now I just saying random words ahhhahah iu just became so asian accent haha ok I am going to stp that right now and use actualy right words. But yes so I think I will just narrinate everything thats going around me right now everything I hear I will just type out. So the person next to me just sighed and said shes tired. O yea its celine thats next to me so shes typing fast too but shes already tired. I really like her shoes because they are like really sparkly and pretty. And my other firneds amy xie is on the floor shes actually really fast at typing too. My other friends raffy just went out to bathroom like right now everything mi just typing like everything. I still need to talk about like ehwat I awant to be when ig et older. But I just tol dyou so much about what I want to be so it dosent really matter. And I am not even going to go back to change all of my red lines AKA the mistakes I made all over this thing but thats ok because I dont feel like ogin gback to fix all of that stuff. It dosent even matter theres no right and wrongs. Bla bla bla. I love that song its by KESHA she looks really weird and dirty thats why people thinmk she like dosent shower and stuff but mi pretty sure she showerers because if she dosent that would actualy just be like the grossest thing in the world. Ok so my other friend just went to go ttalk to the teacher and I am just feelling like I am going to fall asleep and my back really hurts because ei am like slouching doiwn on my chair I just want this to end because I am really bored I just want to go on tumblr and do random shit. I think my other classmate is kind of cute if he was taller and like yea actually all he needs to be is taller then I would totally want to go out with him. Our class was so dead and now everyone just started talking again. Which is like really really really really good ok now I am just wasteing a buncha words ha ha ha I feel so stupid. I dont know what I am thinking about right now I just keep syaing that because I dont know what I am doing is the easiest sentence I can type and thats also the fastest sentence I can type. Omg I just want to like stop typing I havent taken a little rest since I started I wonder or I just I am just thinking about what or I mean how many words I have because I really think I am going to die if I keep typing its not that my fingers are hurting its just my back and my butt really hurt nothing is hurts. Its all good. I hope I odnt get some kind of body probelmen when I get older because that might affect what I am going to be when I get oldeer ok now I am just like strentching in my chair I think I am finished thought let me check . BRB

when i look my best

I look best when I am with my friends. Whether its when we are at school or hanging out somewhere out of school. I love when I am with my friends because these aren’t just normal friends. I have known my friends since I was in elementary and we are like family. I love my friends and thats why when I am with them I am always happy. People always look good if they are actually having a good time.

When I am with my friends I feel really good and I if I feel good I will usually have a good outward appearance too. Whenever I go out with my friends I always wanna dress nice and pamper myself. I love looking good and walking around with my friends. When I am with my friends I will always match my clothes nicely so it shows how my body is. I know what types of clothes my body looks good in and what kind of make up matches my face. So whenever I go out with my friends I will always dress nice and look good. Its not just for other people to look at us and stuff. But its actually for myself just to feel good. If I feel good then I will look good. And if I look good then I will usually feel good.

When I am with my friends and we are walking around outside of school we usually dress really nicely like when we go to parties we always try to look our best. Even when I am just with my friends we just want to dress up and go to a random dinner restaurant. We will always make sure that we all look good.

Also I look good when I am with my friends because they always tell me whats wrong with my outfit if I have something wrong. I love it because we are so close to each other that we can just always tell each other if we look bad. So we just change if one of us thinks we look bad. So I dont look like a complete retard when I got out just to hang out with my friends. I am always having a good time when I hang out with my friends. Thats why I think I look the best when I am with them because I am always laughing and smiling and I always look. In my opinion I think my group of friends are already really pretty and the way we dress just enhances our beauty :).

its because we all think we are pretty and other people always tell us we are pretty. We try even harder to look nice. When me and my friends stand together we look good. But thats because we always try to look good. And we always make sure that if one of us look bad than we make that person change. But I love being with my friends because we attract other peoples eyes. WE SHINE.

abby me christine amy and hana :) <3

my favorite essay

My favorite essay or at least one of my favorite essays was about our favorite thing or possessions. It was when I was in elementary I think it was when I was 10 years old and I was in the 6^th grade or maybe the 4^th grade mi not to sure.

But it was my favorite essay because our teacher told us to write about our most priceless possession. I remember when I was around that age there was this necklace that my sister gave me. My sister was always really nice to me because I remember that when I was young I would have problems sleeping and she told me that it was because I was stressed. Then we would always talk about stuff. She always would make me feel better because she was really nice to me and she always made me feel better she would tell me stories and make me things to eat. She was really nice to me and when she left for college she left this necklace for me. It was a black stone looking thing and it was really expensive. And she gave it to me.

She always told me if I ever missed her or anything when she was gone then I should just wear the necklace. When she left I was really sad but I grew up. But I still wear the necklace sometimes because it reminds me of the times when I was younger and I didnt have to worry about things. It was really nice back then I hope I could go back in time sometimes and just redo the things I did for fun.

That was my favorite essay to write about because I thought that just gave me a lot of good memories. And thinking about those times always made me happy. I always loved writing about my past and stuff like that. I now realized how much fun and stuff I had when I was younger.

my best holiday

One of my best holiday experiences is my 5th grade new years eve. My family rarely celebrates other holidays like thanksgiving or Easter. But because my family is really traditionally Chinese we always celebrate Chinese new years.
I use to always look forward to Chinese new years because my parents would always take me and my brother to a big party and people would always give us money. The money would always be wrapped in a red envelope with shiny gold sparkles on it. I remember when I was younger I would get so much money. There would be so many people at all these different parties giving us money. It was really fun.
I really liked my 5th grade Chinese new years party because that was the one year that I went back to Taiwan to celebrate it with my whole entire family. It was a few days before the actual date of New Years and my parents took me and my brother and we flew back to Taiwan. In Taiwan it was the best because there were fireworks and people dressed up as dragons and everything. It was really exciting to be so young and see so many new things. It was really a good experience.
That was also the first year that I celebrated it with my grandparents and uncles and aunties. It was one huge family throwing a big party. I really enjoyed spending all that time with my family in that time. I wish I could go back to those days and not have to worry about the things that I worry about now. And just be free and play with my family. I miss those easy days. I remember when I was in Taiwan that year my mom and dad took me and my brother to go eating at this really big and expensive restaurant. My whole family was there. There were always all these other people or adults that I didnt know. But I didn’t mind going because every party I went to people were always so nice and always gave us new years money. Me and my brother would always save that money and we still do.
We've kept that money ever since we were younger and we never spent it. But now most of it is gone because our parents ended up using it. There was always a lot of money given out on Chinese new years. Also it was really beautiful in Taiwan because there was this huge fireworks entertainment thing on the night of new years eve. There was so many people there and everyone would stand on the mountains or just anywhere in Taiwan. And we all counted together it was really really cool. Then fireworks would shoot our of Taipei 101. it was really pretty and I thought that was my best holiday ever. Spending that time with my family and just everyone being so happy. That was the best year ever.

my mission

My mission as a daughter is to always impress my mom and dad as long as they are still providing for me. My mission is to always do good at school and get perfect grades. Even if I dont get good grade I will always try my best to get an at least acceptable grade. My mission is just to make my parents feel good about having a daughter like me.

My parents go through the whole lot of problems to provide for me. I will always feel as if I want to make them feel happy and I know they are happy if they see me do the things they want me to do. Even if it might not want to be what I want in life. I will always do what my parents ask me to because I respect them. And I think thats its important for children to listen their parents because parents usually know whats best. And a parent will never intentionally try to hurt their own child.

My mission is to always do my best in school and show my parents that they are not wasting money on my education. I will not only do good in school but because my parents are Chinese I will do my best to learn that language. Learning two languages is hard especially when you are already in high school. But I will always do my best and practice it. I just always feel like mi not doing enough for my parents. My main mission is just to make my parents happy. No matter what I have to do and how much I have to put myself through I will do my best. Because I want my parents to be happy.

Teenagers these days always rebel and say terrible things to their parents. And I just feel as if kids like that really dont appreciate their parents. I feel that is one of the worst things u can do. Disrespecting your parents. You should always try to do what your parents want you to do.

When I get older and I am able to provide for myself. I will still always make my mission for my family to have a good life. I just think that mission is really important. Its really hard to always try to impress your parents. Because sometimes even when I am trying really hard to impress my parents but they just dont notice. And instead they notice m y other siblings. Its really hard to complete with siblings sometimes. But I know that every kid in the world wants their parents to be happy for them. But its not always easy. You cant always have everyone love you. No one is perfect

my mission for right now is just to always try my best to be a good student and an almost perfect daughter. I want my parents to be able to be proud when they talk about me. Doesn’t matter how old I am whether its right now or in 20 years. I always want my parents to be proud of me and proud when they talk about me to other people. That would be a really satisfying feeling.

RISKS

When I was younger I took a risk to play with a tiger. I remember I was about 10 years old with my family and we all went to Thailand just for a vacation. My dad always wanted me and my brother to travel a lot of the world so we know everything that happens and what places look like. So my dad always took me and my brother traveling. I rember that when I was younger I was there and I didnt really want to go to Thailand. I had choice to go to Taiwan. But instead I actually took the risk to go to Thailand.

When I first got there I really didnt like it because it was really really hot and I was really bored. But actualy taking the risk and visiting Thailand was actually really fun and I enjoyed my time there. I not only got a lot of time to hang out with my family but I also experienced all these new things that I never even thought about before. Like riding a elephant. And eating alligators. I had a really cool time when I was in Thailand and I really would hope to visit again someday. The risk I took going there was really good and mi happy I took that risk.

But the main thing that I am really glad I took the risk is playing with a tiger. Thats considered a really big risk for me. First of all because the tiger could have eaten me and I could have died. But mi glad I took that risk. The tiger was only about a few months old. Not big enough for it to attack and kill me . But it was still really scary. Mi glad I took I that risk because I learned a lot. I learned that life is so much more fun when you take risks. For me I must live an exciting life so taking risks is really easy for me. I believe that without trying anything at least once you cant really understand or know if you will like it or not.

When I took the risk to play with the tiger I had a lot of fun and the tiger was really sweet and cute and it didnt harm me at all. I enjoyed my time there. And now when people ask me stuff about tigers I could always say. “ I played with a tiger when I was younger” I think thats really cool. I always want to experience things that others havent yet. Thats why my dad always wanted me to travel to all these new places. He thought it would be really nice for me and my brother to know things that others didnt. He always thought that we should experience just about everything possible in life. And I really think so to. Thats why I am so open to everything in life. I am open to taking risks and I am not afraid of loosing anything. When you loose something you just have to find away to make everything ok again. You cant just go through life playing it simple. That way you will never enjoy your life to its fullest.

Taking that risk with that baby tiger was probably one of the first things that I took a risk on. And ever since then I have been open to all these new things. Taking that one risk made me realize that life is just about taking risks and being happy. If you dont take any risks you will never know the best part of everything.