stream of thoughts what i want to be

when I grow up I think i would really want to be something that everyone wants to be. I would want to be a person who loves doing her job. I would really not want to be the type of person that hates doing what they do for a living. I never really thought about what i want to do for a job but the thing is. wait right now i am supose to write out my stream of conciousness. but I am supose to focus on what i want to do in the futrue. but then agin i never really thought baout what i want to do so i dont really want to write about that. But I guess I should anyway because I am in class right now. Ok so when I gorw up I just want to be maybe a flight attendeant or someone who just travels a lot. I like food so maybe I will word at like a really expensive and high class resteraunt. Oh ok wait I know what I want to do. I know for sure that I will want to marry someone that is at least well off. Because I kno wmyself and I cannot live in a place that is really bad I must have air con when I sleep. Or else I stay awake all night and just get mad at everything I see. I remember just a few days ago my aircon broke in my room and I was so pissed. I started to like randomly hit my air con non stop. Then my parents like changed it. But yea whatever. Ok now I just feel like I should write out my stream on conciouness sincei just like told you want I wanted to be in the future. Ok so my mind right now is relaly blank and actually I dont know what I really wanna do this thing like with this person but I dont think I should because he is a nice guy and like I dont really mnow why I am writing this all out ok nevermind change the subject in my mind. I just wanna like go home right now and like take a nap. Wait nevermind I am not even going to take a nap when I go home because I aint even going I know mi going out with my friends today. I am going to go by some hair dye with her. Ok wait lalalla right now right now ok dog slams door I eat pigs and I love bcaon lets read a book I am leaning on the book shel I think I should really pay attention to what I am typing right now but I really dont want to.l ok bnow I am just closing my eyes and typing random shit . I think what I am wearing today is really cute even abby is dressed really cutly. Wait I wonder what I look like right now. I wish when I grow up ill look the same or not really the samson but I want to be pretty and taller and skiny and I want people to notice me. I think all girls need some sort of attention just to get them going on throught the day. I mean like if you dont give a guy attention the guys get really werid to like everyone needs someone to care about them. Its just the way we work. Ok lets see what is going around in my mind. Right now I leanding on the book shelf ok my last sentence really did not make any sense at all. Ok I will start making sence from now on. So right now whats going through my head is just my body parts are really hurtin like my but because I am sitting in a really weird position. O my god when is this class going to end. I really like typeing and I think it really helps me wait I dont know what I am saying. I want to try to type without making an mistakes because than my dad told me. Well actually I told my dad first that I was a really fast typer and he told me that I should get a job during the summer that has to do with typing and plus the thing is I acctually really like typing things. I dont know what I like to type about but the point is I type really fast and my fingers never really get tired because I am just I dont know ever since I was younger I would always be on MSN messenger. Well ok enough of that. But I think typing can really help me in life who know maybe I could grow up and just type for a living. Haha that woul dbe so dumb because thats like the worlds most boriest job. But omg I just wish so many things about myself would change because the things I wanna be is hard. I am not tall eenough and theres just so many things. I was watching tv and thing Is I just wish I was taller. I am so sleepy right now so I guess ill just take a little nap bnut like what the heck cause mi typing right now mi not even really sleeping my eyes are just closed and mi just typing random things that are poping up in my head well the thing is mi sleeping. Everyone just started laughing at me because mi typing and my eyes are closed. I opened my eyes because I heard some people lallughing. O my god I have no idea what I am doing I wish they would turn off the lights because it is so bright in here. Wow I just typed on like not even 2000. omg I could just actualy copy and paste this whole thing because emy teacher didnt read my last one but I am not like that I actually like to type about things. But right now I really dont know what I am thinking about cause th ething is I am not even thinking about anything. Ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok okok k okokokok kokoko okok ok ok ok ok KO hahah ir eally want to like be goo din boxing or some kind of fighting skills because when I am older maybe I can be something in that type of thing you know yea I know wait no I dont know what I am talking about. But I just want to be something lik emy dad he was was like a really good fighter. Ok I need so like soften what I am typing on right now because I really think that I am like going to break my laptop because I am typing really frekin fast right now an dmy finger nails are making the noises so loud. Actualy I really wish that I coiuld typ faster because typing fast really msakes me feel good I just wish the thing I typed would not be wrong because osmetime when I am typing this stuff I just bfeel like everything that I am typing is wrong you know like the WORD has thing thingy where they make that little red line under the wrong word and I really think theres so many wrong typing in this but it dosent even matter because this I just our stream of our thoughts. And I just wanna practive typing fast because ok when I gorw up either I could do something with computer typiing or like fighting . Those are so different but thats not even the point. Mi just like I odnt kno wi hope I am SOMEHTING when I grow up because mi just I dont wanna be a person that does nothing. I wanna be something and be a good person or something if you know what mi talking about. I am just like sleeping right now obecause my eyes arent even open and I am just getting really bored. I dont even know what everyone else in the class is doing I am kinda just falling asleep in my chair. Anyway we are supose to because ok now I just saying random words ahhhahah iu just became so asian accent haha ok I am going to stp that right now and use actualy right words. But yes so I think I will just narrinate everything thats going around me right now everything I hear I will just type out. So the person next to me just sighed and said shes tired. O yea its celine thats next to me so shes typing fast too but shes already tired. I really like her shoes because they are like really sparkly and pretty. And my other firneds amy xie is on the floor shes actually really fast at typing too. My other friends raffy just went out to bathroom like right now everything mi just typing like everything. I still need to talk about like ehwat I awant to be when ig et older. But I just tol dyou so much about what I want to be so it dosent really matter. And I am not even going to go back to change all of my red lines AKA the mistakes I made all over this thing but thats ok because I dont feel like ogin gback to fix all of that stuff. It dosent even matter theres no right and wrongs. Bla bla bla. I love that song its by KESHA she looks really weird and dirty thats why people thinmk she like dosent shower and stuff but mi pretty sure she showerers because if she dosent that would actualy just be like the grossest thing in the world. Ok so my other friend just went to go ttalk to the teacher and I am just feelling like I am going to fall asleep and my back really hurts because ei am like slouching doiwn on my chair I just want this to end because I am really bored I just want to go on tumblr and do random shit. I think my other classmate is kind of cute if he was taller and like yea actually all he needs to be is taller then I would totally want to go out with him. Our class was so dead and now everyone just started talking again. Which is like really really really really good ok now I am just wasteing a buncha words ha ha ha I feel so stupid. I dont know what I am thinking about right now I just keep syaing that because I dont know what I am doing is the easiest sentence I can type and thats also the fastest sentence I can type. Omg I just want to like stop typing I havent taken a little rest since I started I wonder or I just I am just thinking about what or I mean how many words I have because I really think I am going to die if I keep typing its not that my fingers are hurting its just my back and my butt really hurt nothing is hurts. Its all good. I hope I odnt get some kind of body probelmen when I get older because that might affect what I am going to be when I get oldeer ok now I am just like strentching in my chair I think I am finished thought let me check . BRB