my childhood super hero

My childhood superhero would be the Totally Spies. Its a show about these 3 girls who are best friends. Clover, Sam, and Alex. I always liked Sam because she had long hair and she was always really smart. They were my childhood superhero I always thought about being like them cause I thought they were so cool.

The show was about those three girls being undercover spies. They have these really cool gadgets and stuff. They would have this really cool make up that turns into a gun or something. They would have all these really cool things that like are really fake though. But I always thought it was still cool. They were always really pretty and skinny and perfect. But they were also like really good at fighting bad guys and evil people. When I was younger I would always really want to learn how kill people or fight people. I dont know why I always wanted to learn stuff like that because mi a girl. But I think its because mi a girl and I always wanted to prove myself that I could be better and stronger than a guy.

Out of the three girls I liked Sam. But thats when I first started watching it. They always played that show on disney channel and I always watched it until like around midnight. I liked Sam because she was the smart one and guys liked her too but she also had long hair. I really liked long hair when I was younger but I could never have any because my mom or my family would always cut off all my hair until I had short hair and it really made me mad. But now I have long hair so I am happy. I liked Sam for a really long time. I think I only liked her because she had long hair and for some reason I think that guys like long hair on girls so I wanted to be Sam every time.

But then after a while of watching the show I started liking Clover. She had short hair well not really short kind of shoulder length like me. And she was a blonde. But thing was I really started to like her because always reminded me of myself. And people always told me that I was exactly like her. She was always the one running around with a bunch of guys. And she would always go on so many boys. All the boys liked her the most because she was the most girly and she always knew how to match her clothes. I really liked all of their clothes because it was always so nice. After I noticed how similar I was to Clover I started liking her.

When I was younger I would always try to learn how to fight people because I felt that one day I would have to fight a lot of people. But in the end I didnt need to learn how to fight because people looked at me and thought I was mean. My dad was a boxer thats the main reason I always wanted to be stronger than boys. I always wanted to prove to him that I could fight to. But then I grew up and I started noticing more on how to dress myself and put make up on. Thats why I like Clover because she always makes sure she looks good when she goes out and she always knows how to talk to boys to make them like her.

LYING

In my opinion I believe it is alright to tell a lie when it is needed. Sometimes lies are better than the truth because the truth hurts and people dont always deserve to feel the pain that the truth brings. People say its a sin to lie but I think I would rather hear a white lie than the actual truth that hurts. Because sometimes hearing lies is better than anything else. For example I think that lying is justified when trying to help someone.
If someone is feeling down or upset it dosent help to tell them that they are ugly or a looser even if it is the truth. Sometimes hearing little white lies is what help people get through in life. We may not know it but everyone lies once in a while. Its in our nature to lie because its human nature to care for others.
If telling a lie to someone can help them get pass some of the toughest situations that I believe that it is necessary to tell that lie. But depending on how big the lie is. I think it is alright to tell a lie that doesn’t hurt anyone else. Telling a little lie that wont upset anyone or get in any one else s way of living. Sometimes people get upset over lies but when you think about it. Would you rather have heard the terrible truth and feel even worse or have someone tell a lie and make things better?
Sometimes people consider not telling the truth lying. However for me I dont think thats the case because you dont technically always have to tell the truth but that dosent mean your lying. Lying in my opinion is if you make something up thats not true. But not telling the truth is just not informing the other person on whats actually happening. Theres a big difference in that.
It is not a good thing to constantly lie because that just makes you a fake. But if your a good person you will know when the right time to tell a lie is. Its not easy to tell a lie for some people because they are straight forward and insensitive. However if your a person that always tries to help out others and make others feel better you will find yourself lying. Whether its lying to yourself or lying to them. When people ask you “ are you ok?” sometimes even if your not feeling well you still push yourself to say “yes everything’s fine” that is considered a lie to some people. But I think lies like that aren’t bad because I see no reason for you to spill out the truth about all the horrible things that go on in your life to others. That will just end up exacerbating the situation.
Also I think lying is justified if for example a mother is trying to protect a child. In many cases parents have lied to their kids and when their children grow up to find out that everything was a lie they freak out. However if you think about it the parents are justified to have lied because they were only just trying to protect their kids. Kids are to young and immature to understand the love their parents have for them. Sometimes lying is needed for their own protection.
So I only think lying is justified if you are truly benefiting someone else. Lying to your loved ones is always alright if you are just trying to protect them. Lying to strangers and friends if alright if your trying to keep them happy. And lying to yourself is alright when you need the self esteem to keep on moving forward. Lying to hurt others or deceive people for who you really are is not alright and should always be avoided because lying tends to stick on as a bad habit.

MY DAY

I will write about my day. This morning I woke up and I was on my skype because I forgot to turn it off the night before. Well so I woke up and I Skyped with my friend for a while. Than after staying in bed for about another like 15 minutes I went to the bathroom. I first tied up my hair and I a brushed my teeth for like 3 minutes. Than I washed my face with his new facial cleanser that I just bought from DFS. Its really good and it feels kinda minty so I really like it.

After I got out of the bathroom I went to my desk and I dumped out all my make up on my desk and I stood there thinking about what type of make up style I want to do for today. Since today was a Friday I felt like dressing up nice and I like to match my make up with my clothes. But I was kind of late for school so I just put a very casual type of make up on.

I took about like 10 minutes to pick out an outfit. I decided to wear a pink sweater shirt with a mini skirt and light colored high heeled wedges. And I thought I looked pretty OK. It was very casual cute.

Then I went downstairs to eat some breakfast. Lately my breakfast has just been cereal. I've eaten cereal for breakfast for about like 3 months straight. But I have different types of cereal so its not to bad. Then I went to school.

Ok well that was my morning and that isn’t nearly 500 words so ill continue talking about the rest of my school day. I had English for my first class. The book my class is reading right now is called Kite Runner and its actually a really good book. Its one of the books that our class enjoys reading together. Its about a young boy and his best friend gets raped but he doesn’t do anything about it because he was a coward. But he ends up redeeming himself by going back to his home country and saving the child of his best friend after he died. Its a really good book and I really like reading it.

After English class I went to my history class and it was really fun to. My teacher is really funny and I totally love the way he teaches. Its really easy to talk to him and I understand his class.

Today was a pretty good day. Nothing made me mad or upset so it was nice. Today is Friday so I will probably go swimming with my mom. I like hanging out with my mom lately because my dad isn’t here anymore because he has to work on our garment factory in Vietnam and my brother is in San Francisco in college. So me and my mom just hang out and talk.

my hobby

My favorite hobby would be writing journals. I like writing because I can express myself in my own way. Some people like to do things like watch movies or read books. I don’t really like to read books because I feel like I am not doing something of my own. Its a weird feeling. Sometimes I like reading but only a certain few books. I like writing because I think I am pretty good at it or at least mi good enough to write somethings that makes sense.

I don’t like to write essays or research papers I like to write in my dairy or just a daily journal. That’s why I really like journalism class because this whole class period is just about writing what I like and what I feel. When we write or type the stream of consciousness I feel so free and I really just type everything that comes to my mind. And sometimes a lot of the things that comes to my mind dont really make sense but I just write or type it down anyway because I think its really interesting and funny to read it when I am older.

I like writing about my feelings because not a lot of people get to read what I feel like. And sometimes when you just write everything that you feel and think down on a piece of paper or a journal you will feel really good. I love the feeling that you get when you finally feel like your not hiding anything. There might be like a secret that you cant tell anyone but you write it down somewhere. I use to go to the beach and just take a random piece of paper and write something that someone else told me not to tell. And I would write it down and fold it up and I would dig a hole or something and bury it. I thought it was really fun and it was a really weird hobby but I thought it was OK.

I dont often so that anymore because its considered littering so usually I just write in my own personal journal and I dont show anybody. I hide it from my family because there are certain things that I dont want them to know of course. Of course every teenager has their own secrets. Its just part of life. But being able to write and type down everything you feel Is just a really good feeling and I like that feeling. Every time I writing something down I feel like I got it off my chest and I can just move on in life. The feeling of carrying something so heavy like a huge secret is a really big burden and I hate it. I just always want to get rid of things like that. And writing it all down is a really good way of just expressing my feelings and getting rid of a big burden. Everyone should be able to express themselves in their own way. My way of expressing my feelings is through words.

if i could choose my death scene

If I could choose my death scene I would be sure to make it perfect. First of all I would not want to die due to some kind of sickness because that would be to painful and I dont want to be in pain when I die. I want to die happy and have no regrets in life. I would also want to die knowing that when I was gone the people that I love like my family and friends would be happy and live a good life. I mean I dont want them to be happy because I died. I would want them to just live a good life and move on within time. However I would still of course want the people around me to be sad. That way ill know that they didnt hate me or think I was a bad person.

I dont want to die to young but then again I really would not want to die young either because than I would have wasted my youth. I dont want to be the type of person that feels like I have wasted my life when I die. I think that would be one of the worst feelings in the world.

I want to die in my house or in my husbands house. I would of course want to be married by then but I wouldn’t want my husbands life to stop just because I died. I dont want to have kids if mi dying early because then my kids would be left without there mother. I would not want them to have to be taken care of by a step mother. Even if the step mother will love them with all she has it is still just not the same as a actual mother loving her children. There will always be a difference.

When I die I want to be laying on my bed very comfortably and I would want to be laughing when I die. I want to die with a smile on my face not tears. I would hope to have seen my entire family that day and all my friends. Then I would just go in my room lay down on my bed and fall asleep. I think dying in your sleep is one of the best deaths because you feel no pain. I want everything around me to be peaceful and I want to die with no one around me so I wouldn’t feel weird. I dont want to be very old and I dont want to be young, maybe just when I am between the ages 50 to 60. that will be ok. I would just lay in my bed and I want to have a dream. A nice dream for the last few seconds I am alive would be perfect. Everything will seem normal and in place. I just want to pass away not feeling any sadness, madness, or guilt. Those are some of the worst feelings to feel when your alive. So I would not want those to be my emotions before I die. I want to feel loved and happy with my life.

So I would of course just want to die peaceful alone in my bed.

if i had one day to live

If I only have one day to live I would go all out. First of all I am the type of person that would really regret my life if I wasted it doing something boring or lame. If I knew that I only had one day to live I wouldnt waste it doing something that bores me. I would do something that I would be able to die happily and smiling. I dont want to die with regret in me.

If I had one day to live the first thing I would do is probably something fun but really crazy. I would try to fit everything on my bucket list into one day. I really want to go jet ski racing with my friends, bungy jump off a bridge, rock climb a huge mountain, and travel somewhere iv never been to. Those are just some of the really interesting things that I would want to do before I die. If I had one day to live I dont think I could really do all of that because that stuff takes time. And if I just woke up one morning and someone told me that I was going to die in the next 24 hours the first thing I would do is have a huge party. I would invite everyone of my friends over. And we would party like theres no tomorrow, partly because there wont be, at least for me.

After partying with a whole bunch of people I will start my adventure. I will first go sky diving because iv always wanted to do that. I wouldnt do all these things alone though I would take my best friends and we would do everything together. I probably wont tell my friends that I am about to die because than everyone wouldnt be as happy and everyone wouldnt have as much fun. But then again my friends aren’t realy normal so I think I could tell them and they would just be shocked but still make this the best day of my life.

After sky diving I would really want to go jet skiing. I think it would be best if we parashooted into the ocean and the jet skis would just be there waiting for us than we would race each other across the ocean. After having one crazy day with my best friends I would say good bye. But first before that I think we would play one game of confession for the last time. Thats when we tell every single one of our secrets. That way ill die knowing everything.

I would than spend the last few hours of my life with my family. I wouldnt want to tell them that I am dying because family will get emotional and I dont want my last few hours filled with tears and sober. So we would just get together have a great dinner. We would just talk and laugh and play really dumb games. That would just be good enogh for me. Thats probably how I would spend the last few hours of my life.