3000 stream of conciousness

So like wer going to do this 3000 words again. But I guess its ok cause I have nothing better else to do like I like tumblr but not always and facebook is starting to bore me. Im just looking at my nails right now and their like turquoise ish color blue ish green and its very pretty I got the nail polish from celine or was it christine im no treally sure but I painted it during my history class today. We were suppose to be doing our research papers or something but then it was like really boring and I lost my notes and I was really pissed off but then I couldn’t do anything about it so I just sat there like painting my nails. I really like typing but the thing Is I type so fast and like non stop so it really makes my hands hurt. And sometimes I really just dont even make sense while im typing. Typing is like working out for my hands and its really weird and after you stop typing your hands are kind of numb. Ii only got so fast in typing because when I was young my sister or cousin or something whatever but shes a girl and she made me an msn messenger and I was on it like so often I was just always chatting with people that I like i got so good at typing but you can totally tell that my grammar and spelling suck because well obviously im spelling like everything wrong right now. Im watching raffy walk towards me and now hes singing candy shop and hes wearing black and white with black and white shoes. White shirt black basketball shorts. Not bad I really like guy when they wear simple things. Oh my god I love it when I guys like white beaters or just a white t-shirt and jeans man I think that is like really really hot. Well of course the man has to be hot himself but you know what I mean. I real,y dont like school lately like idk im just so stressed about everything I dont really know what do like in my pre cal class im failing and I hating but im bad at math and stuff so I dont really mind failing. But anyway like I dont really know what to talk about so im just going to tell you about my day. So last night holy crap I just remembered I can write about my really weird dream. Theres this thing like when you think your sleeping but your not really sleeping and like you think your awake but you cant even wake up. A lot of people think that its a ghost or something on top of you like not letting you wake up but then I dont really know what it is iv only had that twice like in my whole life and it really is scary like I was like HOLY CRAP what is going on. So the story is like I was just laying on my bed and fell asleep and at the same time I left my computer on so my Skype was on and I was skyping with this guy at the time but anyway yea I fell asleep with hat on so he was just like there. And he didn’t hang up either. But anyway onwards with my story. Like I was sleeping and like suddenly I felt like I was awake but I really couldn’t move and I had no idea what was going on. Then I just felt like I wanted to scream. I was trying to say the guys name because I didn’t know what else to say and I kept saying it in my mind but no words were coming out it was just really weird and scary and I couldn’t say anything or move but my mind was wide awake. I could see myself lying there on my bed and I can see everything around me like my room and my stuff. But then I screamed really loud and I woke up screaming. The guy freaked out cause he heard me and he was like what the hell what are you doing its like 3 am. Well yea I sleep really late. And anyway like last night that happened again. It was really the same thing though it was a little bit different I was laying in my bed and of course once again my Skype was on. Well anyway I had a dream about that. Like I had a dream about laying in bed sleeping and dreaming and in my dream I was dreaming but I couldn’t wake up. OK I sound totally dumb because its hard to explain what I was seeing in my mind. But I just couldn’t wake up and oh yea the scary part was like cause I have these chairs. Like I have 3 chairs in my room and two of them have wheels so you can role around. For some reason I thought I heard noises. Or I know I heard noises at least in my dreams I did. The noise was like someone sitting on my chair and rolling towards me. That’s why I was trying to scream but I couldn’t make any sounds. It was just really weird and I hate that feeling But yea I don’t really know what it is. Its just really scary. A lot of people like Asians say that its a ghost or a spirit on top of you not letting you wake up or like taking over your body or something. Im not really a person who believes that kind of stuff but who knows. There’s a lot of things that people cant explain in this world. I was just telling this story because I thought it was kind of interesting. Its much more interesting if I tell you in person or whoever is reading this 3000 word blog. But im sure not many people will read this unless your a teacher or like someone that’s just likes to read other peoples thoughts. Sometimes my thoughts are really dumb they have like just random things going through it and most of the time it doesn’t even make sense like sometimes I say things without thinking. And like when people do that other people get hurt cause sometimes those things are exactly nice. Right now im like completely zoning out. Im staring at my purse its black and grey. I bought it in Taiwan. Actually my mom got it and I just took it from her. She has her own Celine bag so she doesn’t need it. And anyway like I like this typing thing. Well I dont like it like like it like it. I only like it like as if its fun its actually like really relaxing to just type out everything your feeling. Holy crap like last night when I had that nightmare of how I couldn’t wake up. But when I finally did wake up I felt like screaming my head off. I think it was because I couldn’t scream in my dream and I when I did wake up I wanted to let it all out. But obviously I didn’t because my mom is like right upstairs and if I scream shes probably going to come down with like gun and be like what the hell are you doing go to sleep. It was really late. I think that thing always happens to me because I don’t get enough sleep. Omg Its Friday and I totally love Fridays because I always go to abbys house or like christines house and we just chill. Today we are all going to christines new restraunt cafe thing for dinner. Its really good I love it there. And her house is so pretty. Which reminds me. I have these people staying over at my house. They’ve been there for a long time well not as long as me of course maybe like 2 years now. And anyway they painted the house next to mine BLUE. Like really blue.. I was like omg it looks like a really old and like cheap looking house. I mean it already didnt look old but now it just looks cheap. I told my mom they should have painted it like white because white iis always pretty. I dont really have certain color that I like but I think white is the best. I love white. First of all because it makes you look clean and nice. White matches like just about everything. I love getting french tips and stuff because its so cute. Like it so simple. I love getting manicures but I hate paying for them like its so useless. Cause I can do my nails like better than other people. Maybe not like completely professional and stuff but than like its pretty good. I like it. Omg im still looking at my ring and its totally cute. HOLYYYYY like today my friend evert came over to visit our school and he just told me that this guy that use to like me and the one who gave me this ring. Or the other tiffany ring on my finger is in Saipan. I was like are you freaking kidding me. He told everyone that he left. Whatever though. Anyway like my neck is kind of hurting right now. Maybe cause im sitting like weirdly sideways. Hahah so right now the people waering white is the new guy joon the two new girls christine abby and celine. Pretty cute. I think whites just such a cute color. My mom paint my room green one time it was really weird. It was like a light baby green hahahha I dont know I thought it wasnt like ugly but it wasn’t like cute. Or sort of cute if you like green. I wonder how many words I have already. I dont thinking up to 3000 yet so im just goinng to keep typing. Man like my thumb hurts from hitting the space bar so much. I think I need to slow down. But I really dont want to because I just want to finish this. If I dont finish my stuff at school or just like my blogs I know I wont do it at home. I cant concentrate for some reason. Hahaha well yea thats that I guess. I think my eyes are getting worse everyday because I cant see anything. I mean I can see the screen but its not even that clear. Wow I really have really bad eyes. My eyes got worse from 2 years ago. This summer I was in china and my glasses dropped on the floor and like I didn’t have time to pick it up because I was doing something with my face I dont remember what. Probably like putting on make up or a toner or something. But short story long samson came in and stepped on them. And it like cracked in half. But it didnt break it was just like slanted when I put it on my face. I tried to like wear it cause I wanted to watch this movie. It was a chinese drama love story. It was so cute I loved it. But I got so dizzy because I was trying to see through slanted glasses. I looked so dumb. I really dont like wearing glasses. My mom says that I look really ugly with them. I only waer them in class when I need to concentrate and stuff. Of course when I went to taiwan this summer I got new ones. Their black and very plain but thats good I dont want like something super bright on my face. Black and white are nice but I dont wear white glasses. White glasses should be for joon. I think he looks really good in white glasses. Thats like his thing right there hahha pretty nice. I think he got really tall like all the guys in my class use to be shorter than me or like about the same size but now everyone’s like a head taller than me and I always wear heels which is so dumb. I bought so many heels that now when I want to wear flats I notice I dont even have one pair. Its so sad to not have what you want. I should check how many words I have right now. Omg I dont want to look at the screen so im looking at the chair next to me. I really LIKE THE SMELL OF MY HAIR BECAUSE IM STILL using THAT NEW SHAMPOO I GOT. Ok see this is why we need to look at the screen when we type and not other things cause now half of my sentence was like on caps. But caps kind of helps me see more clearly. The times new roman font is so small and like squished together. O wait o yea I forgot to check how many words I have alrighty ok I will do that right now. Im not even checking it cause im to lazy to open google. Ok im going to check it now! I only have 2000 some right now I thinki need to right a page more. I wonder what other people write about. I always type about like my life and stories that dont really make sence. But I guess its better than just typing like. Red blue green yellow. Wow that actually takes up a lot of words. Ok so im going to play a game with myself. Ill just look around the class room and see what I see and whatever comes to my mind I will type it down. I feel like this is going to be so dumb but whatever. Ok so right now amy is looking at me. Wait thats not part of the game. Ok starting now. Black white wheels the door is green that monkey is looking at me I feel like that thingy on the wall is about to fall off and thats dangerous. I see amy xie looking around the classroom maybe shes going to do the same thing as me. Now im looking at jeng I like his shoes seri and ashley have really cute computers cause their pink and everyone else has black on. There’s this projector on the table. I see trees with frogs and birds. I want to own a unicorn and have really long hair. I like the number 5 well not really I just said but but I like short shorts and tank tops. I like side slanted shirt and I love the ones that you tie up and go to the beach. I really would like to get a belly ring but my mom dosent want me to. Joon changed his glasses to black and my teacher is waering a polo shirt. Abby is waering a white tank top that belongs to christine. Christines waering a black tank top that we baught toogether with a white jacket over amy is all blue and celine is pink and white. I am waering a side slanter blue but kind of green shirt with short hosrts black belt and black shoes. Their wedges of ourse. I see a light switch and there are one two three four five six seven ok there are a lot of lights in the class room. I see a bottle with the tag high school on it. Ok thats about it. And my butt is starting to cramp. I really want to go somehwere and buy a hula hoop so I can hula hoop all night and hopefully have slim waist or a slimmer wiast and I want to go jogging but I know I cant do that because saipan Is just way to hot to go out and run around in the sun. thats only ok when im with friends at a beach or something ok right now im just going to change positions and put my head down because im like really tired an my back I hurting wow I should just type like this because im like closing my eyes right now and just typing and it reallys really good my head is like laying on my arm and everything is dark. I think im like a bat or something because I really like to stay in the dark. Its just better than being in the sun. OK now I just woke up again and everyone’s like laughing at Jinnah I think hes really funny when I fist met him I couldn’t pronounce his name so I called him Paul and now a lot of people call him Paul Holy crap my hair is like in my so I just put my head down again I really just wanna like fall asleep right now cause my legs hurt and I slept really late last night because of that stupid dream or like nightmare or whatever it was. In staring at my shorts and the pockets like come out cause their so short they have like splashed paint on them I really like it. I bought it with my mom when I was in china. In to lazy to check how many words I have so im just going to keep typing tell I see the end of the page near this word doc. Ok so like I dont like soccer or basketball but I do like to watch people play those two balls. I think its fun and like exciting well they have to be goo and it has to be like a really intense game for me to be in it. Right now I think im fat. Now like I want to eat healthy. But I just bought a whole bunch of new snacks and junk at my house I guess I will just finish all that stuff first because it would be such a waste to just throw it away. O my god im going to have to go back and like correct all the mistakes I did that is going to be so annoying but whatever I just want to finish this already.