streak of conciousness

Right now there’s like no power and its really hot cause Im wearing this shirt I just bought like two days ago at I love saipan. Its like a big pink sweater and its really cute. It says LOVER in the front and I was with my mom and she thought it was cute so we bought it together. I’m not suppose to be buying much things I’m suppose to like save money. But I still went shopping which is kind of dumb. I went to payless like last night to find some shoes. I hate buying shoes on saipan because theres like not much choices to pick from. I really like wedges and strappy shoes cause I think their really cute. Platform wedges are totally cute but thing is I went shoping like crazy in Taiwan this summer and I went all out on shoes. But thing I just baught heels and heels only. I baught around like 6 pains of heels and no flats. Right now I totally wanna wear flat cause I think their cute too but I dont have any which is like so sad. Oh my god. Like yesterday at school my stomach suddenly started hurting and it like pissed me off cause it hasnt hurt like that like ever but anyway thing is I was hurting like crazy so I went home n slept. Then it like got better but then later on it got worse agin I was like wtf and my mom wanted to take me to the hospital but I didnt want to go because well obviously the saipan hostpital sucks they dont do crap and just make you wait. I rather die at the house than in the waitng room. Least my beds comfy. Omg which reminds me my room is so messy. My moms always cranking at me to clean my room and I do. But like after I clean my room I need to pick out my clothes for the next day. I love matching my clothes for school. Or for like anything you. I hate people who totally dont match their clothes. Omg theres like some girls out there that are just so ugly and they dont match their clothes which is like so ugly. And amy is like scratching her arm right now which kinda grossed me out because she told us one time she didnt shower her head we were like wtf thats so nasty. Sometime you can like do that if you stay home all day and stay in bed. Omg amy SHUT UP. Ashleys so cute when she laughs. But any way omg sometimes I just hate what amy waers but she has such cute clothes she just matches them really weirdly. Hahaha like one time I was infront of mirror like matching my clothes for the next day or something. And my mom comes in and shes like wth I thought you were doing homework and I was nahh I do that later. And shes like why cant you do homework instead of matching your clothes. Omg like my room was so messy. Idk why but mostly after I pick out a outfit my room is like completely trashed. Haha I rember that time me christine and celine webt to abbys house we its like a tornado hit her room. We tried onn all her clothes. I just realized I sound like totally stupid right now but its ok. I like this blog I think its fun even tho it shows all I think about are like clothes. O I like hot guys to I wish saipan had hotter guys or MORE guys. There are so much more pretty girls than hot guys. Which is so not fair. I think our class girls are all pretty cute and pretty. Or most of us anyway. Lately I love curly hair. I like sat in my room thinking how to curl my hair so I would look cuter. My hairs like really soft. Omg like I baught this new shampoo from Dove and it smells so nice. I also got the Dove conditioner and body wash to. I think im like a totally freak when it comes to things that go together you know. Like I like everything that matches and from the same brand you know that kinda stuff. But yea im like looking at the rings on my finger. One of thems like this really cute big ring and its like shaped like a rose and the others this tiffany ring that this guy bought. Omg I wish I was nicer to him though cause I mean like he was nice and baught me a whole lota expensive things but yea I wish I was nicer to him. I think I would have gotten like even more presents hahaha just kidding I dont wanna be that mean. I can buy my own stuff. But yea anyway this sweater thing that I bought yesterday I making me really hot right now cause frekin saipan has no power all the time I Ilived in like the states or something but everyone thinks im going to like go crazy partying and all that crap. Which idk probably I will hahah saipans like so boring but I still find things to do which is good. People that just like stay home all day and all weekend with no social lives I dont even know how their alive. ESXPECIIALLY THE GIRLS omg like I think girls should always be out with like other girls shopping or something gossip about other stuff. Omg and like girls that are in high school some of them never even got to first base with a guy I have no idea how their alive. But yea. Anyway I just noticed amy's shoes are like totally generice looking boots off of Tumblr. Tumblr is actually really fun I like to look at all the cute stuff and see what I have in my closet. Hahah which reminds me like I was in china and taiwan during summer and my brother was with me to but he had this like HUGE suitcase well I mean it wasnt THAT big but it was pretty big it had like all his clothes and like his whole room in there cause you know hes like going to college and crap. But anyway I had this like tiny suitcase that was really cute it was LV but anyway like holy cow I baught so many things I actually had to buy a whole new suitcase the same size as my brothers. It was so funny cause we had like the same size suitcase filled but mine was just clothes from summer and his is like his whole life in saipan. Hahaha anyway holy crap its so hot right now my make up better not be smeared I hate smeared make you cause you look like a hobo. Like omg go wash your face jeez. But yea I feel like getting a manicure ahh I really want a massage right now. I got this super relaxing whole body oil massage in taiwan it was SO nice. And my nails are like plain right now. Omg amy is calling for soo ho jeez do your work this is like so easy. I like typing cause usualy I like to look at my hands on the key board. Now im looking at my legs. Im getting like skinnier which isnt a bad thing its pretty good I guess but im like already skinny so I kinda wanna get fatter. I baught all this junk food. Well I always do that but I cant even eat it cause my mom thinks my stomatchs like retarted and I need to take a break from all the crap I eat which I agree so im not eating it for now. So like I like to look at my hands when I type cause I think my rings are really pretty and plus my bracelets are cute. But right now I really just want to take off my shirt or my sweater thing like its really cute and all and the color matches my tan. But I cant take it off cause im like at school and theres like teachers and other people and im waering like a white tank top under and its like completely see through. So I think I should just keep it on. Omg like am I done im guna like check this crap. So im like about to do the word check thing but than internet is like so slow. Haha omg I think the two words I say the most are omg and like. Idk why I say like so much but its so hard not to . I think I wanna dress like cute pe girl tomorrow. Pe outfits can be tottaly cute sometimes. O wow mr lee is taking a picture of us cause for once wer all doing our work. I should pose! Hahaha just kidding. But I like pictures omg not really sometimes tho cause I look like crap in pictures. I rather just meet up in person (; this better be like 2000 ish words already. Wow I spell like everything wrong. I think I should like yea anyway whatever. Omg I just checked how manywords I just typed and its so little why am I typing so slow today its only like not even 2000 well whatever so I should just think about like what to think about. Well ok first of all I frekin hate math and I suck at it. Which is stupid cause im Chinese and I should be like good in math. Girls are so judgemental like yesterday when we eat lunch or like everyday when we eat we sort of just sit there looking at some of the people that pass by and we just ook at like what they like wear and stuff and omg some people really massive repeat their outfits. I dont know but I really hate wearing my clothes over and over again I think its so ugly. I think for like girls like me clothes and like outer apearance is really important. Like all that crap about inner beauty is so gay because its not true. Not like people gonna wanna get to know you if your ugly on the outside. You don’t even have to be super pretty just be decent and wear some nice clothes that people will like notice you and you wont feel like your crap. Shh mi looking at someone right now and its so not OK like what mi thinking. So mi like thinking my grade sucks. Oh wow I wanna go shopping right now. Omg I was so pissed last night or not really pissed but idk OK I need to stop writing Idk and start typing I don’t know cause thats like a extra three words and plus I say I dont know a lot so I should just type that. In looking at numbers right now 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 0 oh my frekin god I hate math so much. I think its so ugly. Ahhh amys outfit makes me mad her shoes are like muddy. I really like my shoes right now cause I think their really cute its kind of like a light color but not really well actually yea it is. Its like light color and its strappy and their like platform wedges haha I bought it last year its adorable. Hahah I just noticed that I have these like really dumb writings on my hand. I usually dont like to write crap all over my hands but I just wrote words and I think they look really cute even though their like cuss words. I think we cuss to much. Like the girls I hang out with and stuff. But whatever its OK I think mi going to like go home and sleep forever. Ah my mom like always makes me write Chinese and its so annoying well I guess mi learned but whatever. Wow I think I sound so dumb right now. Talking about what I hate omg mi going to have to go back and like correct all those stupid mistakes. So mi thinking about how hot it is and I would rather be in a bikini laying on a chair next to a pool in a 5 star hotel drinking a cold drink with some friends and watching a hot life guard do his job. But of course we can all get what we want. That would be so perfect though hah aha OK mi totally dreaming to much I should get back to like my thoughts. My thoughts are always about cute clothes hot guys funny and kind of mean jokes. Its so true like holy crap the mean jokes are the funniest. I dont know how people or myself come up with jokes that are just so mean about other people. But I just think their so funny. Like I was talking to celine and she was telling me or like all of us when I say all of us thats like me abby christine and celine. So anyway celine was like telling me that all the little kids are like scared of us or something. Ew amy just announced she finished her words that is sucha lie I bet she just copied and pasted stuff. Whatever sucha fake. We always try to be nice to her but it just never works. And she just sometimes like annoys us but we try to tolerate it and crap you know. OK so mi thinking about dogs cats food candy and if my laptop runs out of battery right now mi going to have a BF omg shes gonna have a BF wait no whats a bf **** mi guns write a letter . Dear Mr hotel name. I am SO frekin pissed. AMY SHUT UP . She just talked to me about something dumb. Anyway. Hahah well you were thinking it well you said it omg your so baddd hahah I love that stuff its so funny. Dude powder me. Hello give me a pat. Hey so like you haven’t called lately. Do you wanna come over later? Ew why are you talking to her. Wipe it off coke face. Ahhhh im am so embarrassed. Im lactoseinterlorant or however you spell that. Is there cheese in this? Dude that is cheese. Omg her look at her butt it is so big. She looks like one of those rap guys girlfriends I mean ew just look at it. That song is so funny. Omg am I done with this already I wanna be DONE ah mi guna embarsed. check again again omg I always spell again wrong and it pisses me off why dosent this word thing just get me so I continue typing and itll just like understand what mi trying to type and just fix it without me having to like frekin right click and pick out the obviously right word. I cant help it if I type messy. Whatever though at least I type faster than most people. Omg I thought I just I like cut everything off and everyone was like quiet and I was like so loud mi like O MY GOD I was so pissed but anyway yea so this is dumb what was I going to do just now o yea I wanted to check if mi done with this blog thing.